Beneath

I love you

Sorry I get so emotional

It’s not that I’m numb, I just feel too much

Can’t sleep

Day 3

I don’t need you.

And I can’t figure out why it took me so long to realize I don’t ever want to talk to you again.

Dysphoric

:(

I love you

in spite of all my faults, I know loving you is not one of them. Sorry I’m frustrating. I mean well, but the road to hell is paved with unbought stuffed dogs.

I’m sorry Rabbit

Sorry for all of things I hesitate on, things you didn’t even know. I’m sorry no one was ever up front with me, so it’s difficult. I’m sorry they were never honest with me so I doubt. Forgive me?

I didn’t know you wanted to be rid of me so bad

I’m sorry. I would’ve left sooner had I known you never wanted me to be there in the first place.

I never

guessed that I would be where I am today. Looking back at old pictures and hearing stories from good friends, life works in funny ways. I wouldn’t change it for anything.

Sad

For no reason it seems.

I miss you

Not in a romantic sense, but as my friend. I know people change, but It makes me sad. I’m sorry.

I need to be held :(

Hold me

I’ve never been so scared before.

God

this morning was the scariest thing in my life. All my prayers.

Sorry everyone

I’ll stop posting all these sad things. Hope you have a goodnight.